i am done and i give up.
I find great friends.
We have great memories for a while together and then all of a sudden things just..
I have been so emotional lately. I have no idea why. Some things just don’t feel the same. All I have ever wanted in my life was that one person who I knew for yearsssss to be my go to person. Im not saying I don’t have great friends now I do…but sometimes I wish there was that one person who was my best friend. The one who I would be inseparable with. The one person who I know I could go to for anything and knew I wasn’t annoying them or I would get judgement from them. If you are reading this…don’t take this to heart. But just think about who your person is.
I seriously thought that you would be my person…but now I don’t know what is going on.
I am starting to think it is me. But then again…maybe I am over thinking it and truly there is nothing wrong. Who knows.
I need to get away for a little.
Clear my head.
Everything is different and changing all around me. I am trying to take it all in.
If I fail this test today….I dont know what I am going to do with myself.
Something I lack…and don’t know how to boost it.
I feel like this is the wrong career path for me. Maybe I am not so great. Maybe I can’t teach properly. I can’t figure it out. I just want someone to tell me youre cut out for this job or I am not.
All I know is that I am upset and I am not confident at all.
There are times when I need you, but you are always with your boyfriend and put him first before anyone else. All I need to ask you is a simple few questions about thesis but you’re too concerned with seeing him that you didn’t return my call. This is why I told myself I would NEVER get to this point
As I sit here writing this lesson plan, I am in shock as to how much I could of changed in this lesson. I keep thinking of different ideas that I could have done and realize how much I have grown since I first began. It is something no one can understand but my thought process from September to now is so different. Starting to sound like a teacher now.
why do you attack me and only me always?
i think the worst feeling of all is when you know someone is hurting and there is nothing you can do for them and you feel so helpless.
why do I feel like everyone is annoyed at me…. =/